highs

been in a high for many weeks so far and of course life is good, great and wonderful. My mind races with thoughts, conversations, images, memories, songs repeating over and over again in my head all at the same exact time. they fly through my head so fast that i can not even capture a second or recall anything that just passed in my mind. you try to hold on and focus on one but by the time you try your head if filled with more and more and more. you just want to get up and run, get away from yourself and you wish it will all stop but it doesn't. It all keeps spinning inside. You can't watch TV, you head is too full and can't concentrate, you can't listen to music if you do you hear it but it can't fit into the spaces inside that are already over loaded. all you can do is wait and deal after a while it seems you can't take no more. but you have to strive to make it through.